Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Merry Chirstmas, bitches!!:)

It's been a while since I made a post on this stupid blog that nobody reads, but i thought, hey, it's christmas. I got many many things, mostly glee related or electronical. I got an iPod touch 5th generation (32 gbs), a new battery for my old laptop that is finally working again, a Kindle Fire, and a bunch of glee stuff. I know, I'm lucky. But, my all time favorite gift of this year is love. Yeah, I know, cliche, right? Well it's true, I got love. I got my wonderful girlfriend in my life, hopefully permanently, and I haven't felt this truly happy in a long time. I'm just coming to the realization that I hate California. A lot. Never want to come back for the holidays. Mainly because I kind of hate my dad. Like, a lot. His new wife isn't that bad, but she takes things a little too seriously and she's kind of moody. It's a little strange. I normally am not one to talk about my personal life on this blog, but i thought that since it's christmas, i needed to get some things off of my chest. I normally talk about big issues or controversial ideas that are widely discussed throughout america and other countries, but, as you might have guessed by now, i'm feeling pretty lazy. I'm not going to write a lot today. I'm just trying to get all of this crap off my chest before i blow up. My dad is a deadbeat. He doesn't deserve a wife, he deserves to be sad. He isn't my dad. He's my biological father. That's it. And he's a gift giver. The gifts are just what he should have to do, I deserve to be treated better from him than anyone else just to make up the lost memories that i will never have and when i do have them i will block them out of my head as much as possible. I hate it here. I want to go home.

That's all. Thanks for reading. Or scrolling, just thanks for being on this page.
XOXOXO
MERRY CHRISTMAS BITCHES!!!
--oLiViA<3--